happy 5 mth anniversary sayang!i love you so so much.
u nvr fail to make me happy and laugh.
i am proud to be with you.
and i will treasure all the moments that i had/have spent with you.
:)
xoxo;
Labels: 5 months...
♥ shykabo's 5th mth anniversary
Monday, March 30, 2009
happy 5 mth anniversary sayang!♥ holidays are nearly over:(
Sunday, March 29, 2009
holidays are killing me in both good and bad way. argh! and bad news is, i have been sleeping late for a past few days and this is not good! well, the holidays has been spent wisely. hehe.. so far so good. 2 weeks more and it is the start of school! and that means results is only left with 3 days left and it is out. honestly, im nervous but i know that i wont get good gpa points. :)
first thing first, boyfriend is freeeeeee! yeahhh! free from tagging only. haha. but he still have 2 yrs of probation. (is it 2 yrs?) well, he opened it yesterday and he was super super glad about it. but that guy kept complaining that he is uncomfortable without it. =.=
secondly, i pity my girl, I, for what she is going through right now. i know its hard cz i exprienced it before bt jz be strong k babe? we will always be there for you. wont elaborate long cz i know what i meant. smile sayang:) well, if you feel lonely? jz dial my number. hahahaha! cm phm siak shika. hehe..
thirdly, i want to say that i am proud of him for being brave and putting up a confident side infront of your friends and family. i know its hard for you now, but everything will be over. dont worry. i just hope that history wont repeat itself in the future. well, people do make mistakes but i hope that you learn from the mistakes that you made. insyallah......
lastly, spend the day yesterday at khir's crib. plans to watch dragonball evolution at vivo city with boyfriend was cancelled. boyfriend wanted to go to khir house instead as he cnt go out. pity him though. surprisingly, i really felt like home. seriously, i didnt felt awkward or anything. well of course i do feel awkward and shy at first but the feeling go away the moment his parents (esp his mum) talks to you. his mum talks alot and she is really friendly. intan and me really had a nice, long conversation with her. after one topic to the next. haha! and the best part about his mum is that she is so super sporting! luckily, i had some oppurtunity to spend time with boyfriend. i jz found out that he can be oh so irritating when he is playing cs! argh! damn you boyfriend. hahahaa. but we really did have alot of laughing, talking, eating and stuffs. :)
first thing first, boyfriend is freeeeeee! yeahhh! free from tagging only. haha. but he still have 2 yrs of probation. (is it 2 yrs?) well, he opened it yesterday and he was super super glad about it. but that guy kept complaining that he is uncomfortable without it. =.=
secondly, i pity my girl, I, for what she is going through right now. i know its hard cz i exprienced it before bt jz be strong k babe? we will always be there for you. wont elaborate long cz i know what i meant. smile sayang:) well, if you feel lonely? jz dial my number. hahahaha! cm phm siak shika. hehe..
thirdly, i want to say that i am proud of him for being brave and putting up a confident side infront of your friends and family. i know its hard for you now, but everything will be over. dont worry. i just hope that history wont repeat itself in the future. well, people do make mistakes but i hope that you learn from the mistakes that you made. insyallah......
lastly, spend the day yesterday at khir's crib. plans to watch dragonball evolution at vivo city with boyfriend was cancelled. boyfriend wanted to go to khir house instead as he cnt go out. pity him though. surprisingly, i really felt like home. seriously, i didnt felt awkward or anything. well of course i do feel awkward and shy at first but the feeling go away the moment his parents (esp his mum) talks to you. his mum talks alot and she is really friendly. intan and me really had a nice, long conversation with her. after one topic to the next. haha! and the best part about his mum is that she is so super sporting! luckily, i had some oppurtunity to spend time with boyfriend. i jz found out that he can be oh so irritating when he is playing cs! argh! damn you boyfriend. hahahaa. but we really did have alot of laughing, talking, eating and stuffs. :)
and oh! boyfriend, tomorrow gonna be a special day for us. it will be the 5th month that we had been together baby! 7 more months then it will be our 12 months and my birthday and 6 more months for your birthday. wow! time do flies huh. i love you taufiq bin mohd noor. :D
i miss my girlfriends.
i miss mum. :(
i miss dad.
i miss boyfriend! :((
xoxo;
my plans for the last few weeks of my holidays:(
- sentosa with girlfriends
- sentosa with boyfriend's friends
- johor with sisters
- west spring syf ??
- stay at home
- & any last min plans.
Labels: last 2 weeks of my enjoyment...
♥ Fatin's Pit
Saturday, March 21, 2009
hello gorgeous and beautiful people!
so, this is some of the pics from fatin's pit which is yesterday. had lotsa fun and loads of laughter. played twister and i ate alot. haha.. stayed up the whole night eventhough i did took a nap for awhile as i cant take it anymore. and stupid mosquito bit me. well, thats all. but overall it was a fun night.
wish you were there to spend the night with me and watch sunrise together. :(
Labels: fun.happy.excited.delighted.
♥ sleepover n movie marathon
Thursday, March 19, 2009
hello bitches! on monday, had sleepover at intan's crib. i had alot of fun with the girls. they sure made me laugh so much that my stomach start to hurts. haha.. damn! i love them. painted my nails with two different colours. haha.. now my nails looked like an alien nails. but its cute though. well, eventually we didnt had any secret telling time but we had some cooking at the kitchen. i tell you it is so kecoh that sometimes i forgot that it is already 2 in the morning, im not at my house and intan's parents are sleeping. hahaha. after cooking, we went to the living room to watch 'hum saath-saath hain'. halfway through the show i went inside to rolling2 at intan's bed as i was abit sleepy and bored. so i decided to disturb intan who is on the phone. hahaha. it was so hilarious. i sang a song and even dance abit. intan was laughing so loudly that i have to close the door. lol. after all of that energetic singing and dancing, i decided to sleep which is already around 630am. so much for secret telling. haha.. so woke up at noon cz i wanted to pee so badly. intan was so generous that she took the whole blanket so i slept with the fan directly above my head with no blanket. thanks eh babe! haha.. well, brush teeth and went to the living room and watched bring it on and twilight. after twilight, went to shower at 430pm. haha.. nie lah anak dare. tdo lmbt, bgn lmbt, mandy pn lmbt. hahaha... after all the fun we had, it has to end. so we went home at 710pm. then it was home sweet home again. (:
yesterday, went to ira's crib to have a movie marathon with the girls. boyfriend was supposed to follow me but at the last min he has to cancelled and go to class. i was so hoping to meet him. :( well, we watched to movies and apparently both is a ghost movie. haha.. how pathetic. but overall it was worth it as we see the true SHOUTING colours in each of us. esp sheila n ifah. haha.. funny lah. so went to sheng siong at ten mile junction to buy the things for the pit. it was very, very kecoh. haha.. but luckily we get to buy most of the things from the list. after the gedebak-gedebuk, went to fatin's house to put all the things at her home. lastly, went home then meet up with kak tik and atiqah at pasar malam. meet up with raidah for awhile too. ended the day with talking on the phone with boyfriend. argh! i miss him so much.
p/s: looking forward for this friday:))))
baby, you know i love you so much and i cant bear to part with you. a promise made is a promise indeed. so im not gonna break that promise. i love you with all my heart and soul and i know you do too. i miss you boyfriend. meet up soon ok?
ok bitches.
take care.
be back soon okay?
xoxo;
Labels: spending time with my precious girls
♥ saturday outing.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
hello darlings!
went to bugis again today with iqa and intan. our initial plan was to meet boyfriend and friends after haziq's gig which is at arab street. so, we waited at bugis junction. around 630pm, went to haji lane and shisha with them! it was fun. hehe.. especially with boyfriend beside me. :)
didnt take alot of pictures bt still managed to take some. will upload it at fb. :)
take care.
xoxo;
went to bugis again today with iqa and intan. our initial plan was to meet boyfriend and friends after haziq's gig which is at arab street. so, we waited at bugis junction. around 630pm, went to haji lane and shisha with them! it was fun. hehe.. especially with boyfriend beside me. :)
didnt take alot of pictures bt still managed to take some. will upload it at fb. :)
take care.
xoxo;
Labels: sheesha
♥ final exam! holiday!
Friday, March 13, 2009
yessahh!!! holiday! im so happy. finally the time i have been waitkng for has come. its time for me to lepak and enjoy!!! hehe.. ok stop it. so, im relieved that i took all my papers with no regrets. eventhough i know i wont pass with flying colours, still i know that i can pass. insyallah(:
well, went home straight to change and went out again. went to ite simei as i had promised siti hazirah, my beloved most craziest cousin to become her model. before u start to think model differently, im actually her model for her exam. she will be washing and blow drying my hair. how cool is that? haha.. so the pictures below is the result of my hair.((:
well, went home straight to change and went out again. went to ite simei as i had promised siti hazirah, my beloved most craziest cousin to become her model. before u start to think model differently, im actually her model for her exam. she will be washing and blow drying my hair. how cool is that? haha.. so the pictures below is the result of my hair.((:
after that, went to shima's house and KARAOKE!! hehe.. exam abes jek tros enjoy ehk. haha.. well, didnt sing alot of songs though, only 1 song which is tercipta untukku cz when i started singing, the rain started to rain heavily.): so i decided not to sing. haha.. really had a great time at shima's house with ira, ifah, fatin, ain and zul. the rest which is hilya, saliza, satish, alfi had went home after i reach there for 20 mins. as for sheila, she slept at home! we also planned to have a movie marathon at ira's house. and it is decided! it is 18 March 2009. the timing is not fixed yet. but make yourself free k children. hehe..
meet intan at tecky arnd 730pm. we talked and chat. reached home at 940pm. surprisingly, raudha msged iqa and told her to meet her under our block. haha. it was 1030pm i think. and the day before she meet up with intan. and now she meet up with me and iqa. we did some talking, have some laughter and do alot of catching up. meet up with syu too. and so, we planned to go to marina barrage on 21th. but still have to confirm with everybody. hope that its on babe! it has been a long time since all of us go out together. really looking forward to that day to come.:DD
i think yesterday was a day for me to bump to alot of my old friends. firstly, i bumped into aishah and manan at the bus stop. then bumped into dayah, my ite tampines friend. we really did alot of catching up. it was fun talking to her. hehe. then, at ite simei, bumped into my crazy minah old friend! RAIDAH! haha.. it was a surprise to meet her there. and thats all.
lastly, i would like to wish zeila a happy birthday. (:
okay, now im gg to talk on the phone with boyfriend who just woke up. haha.
i love him so much.
&& i love u girls too!
take care dearest!
xoxo;
♥ fs bulletin board
Thursday, March 12, 2009
When she walks away from you mad - [Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this - [she wants you to read it]
-Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
found this at the fs bulletin board. its quite true for girls.
so baby, read and rmbr this ok? hehe.
good night girls!
i love you all!
take care.
xoxo;
When she stare's at your lips - [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she start's cursing at you - [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she's quiet - [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you - [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst - [Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking - [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she's scared - [Protect her]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder - [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steal's your favorite hat - [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you - [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt - [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she say's that she like's you - [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grab's at your hands - [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
When she bump's into you - [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret - [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [don’t look away until she does]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU - [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart - [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she says its over - [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she repost this - [she wants you to read it]
-Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything- DON'T let her have the last word
- NEVER call her hot! Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- WHen she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- When she says she's sorry, she truly means it
- Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
&& When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
found this at the fs bulletin board. its quite true for girls.
so baby, read and rmbr this ok? hehe.
good night girls!
i love you all!
take care.
xoxo;
♥ missing taufiq..
Sunday, March 8, 2009
i am missing taufiq right now. i miss him so bad. i want him by my side. to hold me and to touch me.
i want to hug him and never let him go.
how to let this feeling go away??
this is part and parcel of being in a relationship.
somedays u have yr ups and somedays u have yr downs.
its not easy to be committed in realtionship.
there should be trust, sacrifices, responsibilty, patience and many more.
well, whatever it is i love him very much.
and i dont care of what others want to think or what others judge abt us.
xoxo;
Labels: missing you
♥ study, study
im suppose to be studying! but instead im mugging infrt of the laptop, chatting, on fb and blogging. will this get me an A for my exams?? hell no! but i still dont know why im still sitting down inside my room stuck infrnt of the lappy. hais.. tomorrow will be my business communications paper. its quite easy. but still, its very difficult to score. my language sucks! but no matter what i still have to have faith in myself and do well on this paper. if i get a C for this, i will be very dissapointed. it is english for god sakes. i had been learning english since my kindergarden years. so, no reason for me to get a C.
i have been thinking. what am i gg to do after ITE? where am i gg? what am i gg to be? will i succeed? will i have a bright future? or will i suffer? these question keep playing inside my head and i cnt stop thinking abt it. it really scares me thinking abt the future. i am not ready yet. cz i keep thinking that i am a failure. idk why but that is what i felt. i am only good in doing bad things. i have nothing special in me. im such a dissapointment to myself. well indeed, i would to like to marry the one guy that i love, have kids with him and have happily ever after. but reality check, how am i gg to have all that if im like this. im also scared for the guy that im with now. is he the one for me? if he is, will he able to bring enough money for me and the family? im scared and worried for everything. yes, its true that we have to live life to its fullest but sometimes u have to stop for awhile and take a look around. so, am i ready to face the reality? no im not.
i wish to go somewhere faraway and be alone. i wish i could ran away from home without anybody knowing. and i do wish i could go for a holiday alone and experience what life means by myself.
ok now. for the happy part.
i cant wait for sleepover at intan's house, to go jb with sheila, fatin's pit on the 20th, sentosa outing with gfs, karaoke at shima's house and loads more. but im guessing there will be 2-3 days that im gg to be slacking at home. plans with boyfriend? hmm.. not sure yet. but whatever it is im gonna spend my holidays with my gfs.
update again when i can aites?
take care sayangs.
xoxo;
i have been thinking. what am i gg to do after ITE? where am i gg? what am i gg to be? will i succeed? will i have a bright future? or will i suffer? these question keep playing inside my head and i cnt stop thinking abt it. it really scares me thinking abt the future. i am not ready yet. cz i keep thinking that i am a failure. idk why but that is what i felt. i am only good in doing bad things. i have nothing special in me. im such a dissapointment to myself. well indeed, i would to like to marry the one guy that i love, have kids with him and have happily ever after. but reality check, how am i gg to have all that if im like this. im also scared for the guy that im with now. is he the one for me? if he is, will he able to bring enough money for me and the family? im scared and worried for everything. yes, its true that we have to live life to its fullest but sometimes u have to stop for awhile and take a look around. so, am i ready to face the reality? no im not.
i wish to go somewhere faraway and be alone. i wish i could ran away from home without anybody knowing. and i do wish i could go for a holiday alone and experience what life means by myself.
ok now. for the happy part.
i cant wait for sleepover at intan's house, to go jb with sheila, fatin's pit on the 20th, sentosa outing with gfs, karaoke at shima's house and loads more. but im guessing there will be 2-3 days that im gg to be slacking at home. plans with boyfriend? hmm.. not sure yet. but whatever it is im gonna spend my holidays with my gfs.
update again when i can aites?
take care sayangs.
xoxo;
♥ fridays, saturdays
so on friday didnt went to school cz i dont see the need for it. hehe.. so meet up with that boyfriend of mine. it had been a week since i last saw him. afternoon meet up mt my 2 precious gfs, nisa and intan with intan's cousin, ziela. our plan was to go to the bukit timah salvation army. but it turned out to be closed at 3pm! as there was staff appreciation day! we reached at abt 4pm. i was so pissed. we were very semangat u knw. haha.. well, we changed our plan and went to town instead. it turned out to be a great day for us. even bought a dress/blouse at far east for only $14.90! haha..
as for saturday, made plans with shima, ira n pei pei to study at the national library at bugis. we studied for 1hr. then 1 by 1 complained saying 'hungry, lapar, nk mkn'. haha. espcially shima. so we went to eat at arab street. after that, pei pei keep saying that she want to take pictures since she bought a camera and a camera stand. and when we finally found a place to take picture, guess what?? auntie pei pei forgot to put BATTERIES inside her camera! hahhaha.. that is funny. end up we took neo prints at bugis junction. so, after neo prints we hed home.
my plans for sunday is to stay at home and study, study , study. exam is tomorrow!! argh! im scared. but i dont think that i can study at home. it is not condusive at all. well, i think i might consider studying at the library or intan's void deck. hehe.. whatever it is i still have to study.
as for saturday, made plans with shima, ira n pei pei to study at the national library at bugis. we studied for 1hr. then 1 by 1 complained saying 'hungry, lapar, nk mkn'. haha. espcially shima. so we went to eat at arab street. after that, pei pei keep saying that she want to take pictures since she bought a camera and a camera stand. and when we finally found a place to take picture, guess what?? auntie pei pei forgot to put BATTERIES inside her camera! hahhaha.. that is funny. end up we took neo prints at bugis junction. so, after neo prints we hed home.
my plans for sunday is to stay at home and study, study , study. exam is tomorrow!! argh! im scared. but i dont think that i can study at home. it is not condusive at all. well, i think i might consider studying at the library or intan's void deck. hehe.. whatever it is i still have to study.
im officially missing my boyfriend. it seems that now its hard for us to spend time together. its either he is busy with his friend or as what he said im busy with my school. which is not true. im not busy with school. or am i? hmmm.. idk. my holidays are coming so i am and i will gg to be free EVERYDAY. so dont say dat im busy with anything. but u will be busy during yr holiday. doing what? doing yr cso. what else. hais.. seems like the only day we gg to meet is only saturdays and sundays or one of the weekends or worse none of the days. ok whatever. lets move on. so baby, when will we next meet?
i have plans lined up during the holidays. and i hope i can achieve it. (:
take care darlings.xoxo;
Labels: cnt wait for exams to be over
♥ happy bdae shahimah!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHIMA!!
ok, firstly, i wish yr bdae on the right day.
and i didnt get it wrng.
hehe.
hope u have a fantastic bdae at jb with yr mum ok?
hahaha.
stay pretty, sweet, happy, bubbly and crazy always babe.
da 18 jgn nk kerek ehk.
haha.
da dpt lesen kerete tu, jgn lupe aku kt sini eh.
hehe.
whatever it is, happy bdae darling!
XOXO;
♥ photos.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
these pictures are just random.
just some updates of what i have been doing.
smiles(:
Labels: photos of the month february
♥ update!!
im freaking out! exams is next week. eventhough i have started my revisions but im still not 100% prepared yet!!
well, whatever is im gg to do my very best for my exams and ENJOY!! hehe.. i have alrdy planned alot of things to do during the holidays. exam blom abes ade aty nk enjoy2. hahaha.
ok, till here i shall update.
bye.
take care dear friends!
XOXO;
well, whatever is im gg to do my very best for my exams and ENJOY!! hehe.. i have alrdy planned alot of things to do during the holidays. exam blom abes ade aty nk enjoy2. hahaha.
ok, till here i shall update.
bye.
take care dear friends!
XOXO;
