i dont know what i feel now.

i dont know what to say.

i dont know what to do.

i dont know whats happening.

i just dont know.

i feel like i have no aim in life.

i feel like a loser.

and oh,

a failure too.

i suck in everything.

xoxo.

that is what happened to me today. i was at ang mo kio when i received a call from nadiah. she told me that class start at 2pm. i was so freaking pissed. not only the fact that im alone and shima is sick, knowing that the class at 11am was cancelled and school start at 2pm really piss me off. luckily i meet zul at bishan and i was complaining to him and venting my anger at him. HAHA! but some of us gathered at bishan and decided where to go next. seriously, it was really a total waste of time as school only lasted for 1 hour. who the hell wanna go to school just for 1 freaking hour but you dont learn anything? okay chill shika. hahaha!

fatin, tedd, ain, zul and myself proceed tp zul's crib to karaoke! haha.. while syl went to sheila's house to lepak there. alfi & sheila join us too. karaoke-ing really changes my mood. hahaha! i was so much fun. and i was the so called 'bahan kacau' for today. irritating sey. alfi was the 'mastermind' in disturbing me. but i gotta say he got his karma! hahaha! so funny.

after karaoke-ing, went to mak itam's crib for raya cum celebrating kak tik's birthday. we had a small family gathering. it was so so fun and full of laughter. 1 week more for hazirah's birthday. 2 more weeks for my big day & atiqah's too! so cant wait!! weeee~

and finally, Happy 19th Birthday to Ayil.

*NO SCHOOL FOR ME TOMMORROW :D*

xoxo.