♥xoxo.

Yesterday went to madjack cafe. I ordered Fish&Chips and a Strawberry & Banana smoothie. hehe. the food there was delicious. but i still prefer abg amy's lamb. haha. i was quite full after eating and sharing all the food. haha. after finished eating, we cut the cake. the cake was bought from secret recipe. i love the cake. my favourite! haha. CHOCOLATE BANANA!! yummy. hehe. the total bill was about $200++. and it was paid by kak tik. but it was worth it. after all the eating, they decided to go to mustafa center!! woohoo! hahaah. but the sad thing is cik pai n family with mak itam n family is nt gg. so sad. but nvm. mak busu n family is following with abg amy too!! i was looking for a black shoe but couldnt find one that is SUITABLE and also pretty. but it ok. i can find the black shoe for school other place. the 2nd thing that i actually wanted to buy is a handphone!! argh.... im soo desprate for a new phone. i want to ask papa but i know he wont buy for me as mama already bought for me last year. and fit confirm will bising cz he also wants a handphone. but its okay. i can live with this phone that im using currently. well, i didnt buy anything there. at 11+pm, he msged me. after one whole day i didnt contact him. hais.... i dont know what is wrong with me. a few minutes to midnight will be our 4th month anniversary together and he already make me really, really sad. i thought that it was over. but i was just over reacting like i always do. forget about it. well, after a long walk inside mustafa center, we went to the nearest coffeeshop and rest. we also ordered some drinks. after that, home sweet home. at last! ouh no.... tomorrow im working.... tired. when we reached home, i just realised that i actually bought two NIKE socks! one is orange in colour and the other is green n blue in colour. haha. my lucky day. heehe.

that time, i was feeling very, very down. and i thought of keeping every thing to myself as i dont want anybody to know what im feeling but i just cant hold on any longer and tried to talk to atiqah. and after telling her, i was very, very upset and regret of telling her. she said that i am very emotional. ok. i admit. i am emotional. but dont she ever thought that last time when she is with ichan she is also emotional???? argh! i just want her to console me not the otherwise. from that day onwards, ive realised that she just cant help me in any of my problems. even if she is my twin sister but she is not acting like one. hais.. im so sad. she is the only person in my family that i can tell my problems and share my secrets to. other than her, there is noone else. even now i cant find a friend that i can trust. not even one!

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