im gg to write everything that had happened for this one week of the start of school.
MONDAY, 13 October:
didnt went to school today. hehe.. in the morning went out in school uniform and meet taufiq's mom at commonwealth. then after that we took the taxi to go to qrp. well, of course i wont feel weird and awkward cz this is the first time that i am one on one with taufiq's mom. we talked about alot of things. but one thing for sure, there is some awkward moments. hehe. finally! that day i get to see taufiq face. syukur alhamdulilah. i miss him sia! haha. i felt so relieved after seeing him. i didnt regret skipping school. (: my initial plan was to go school after that but shima msg me and she say that school finish at 11am. wow! and i was suppose to meet hafiz after school but he msg that he cant make it so its ok then. after visiting taufiq, i followed taufiq's mom to some boutique at a MINDS school. bought a sweater for atiqah at $7 and for myself a polo ralph lauren sweater $7. cheap right! haha. taufiq's mom also bought some stuff. it was raining heavily on that day! and we didnt bring any umbrella. haha. we were fortunate there is shelter.
reach home and straight away sleep like a log! haha. then, kak tik woke me up saying that she wanted to go to causeway point with kak lin. at first i was lazy but then when she say that she wanted to watch a movie, i woke up and bathe! haha. but when we reach there, of course we didnt watch a movie cz it like alrdy 830pm and kak lin have to go to work at 12pm ltr. but we decide to go and have dinner at SWENSENS. hehe. thanks for treating me dear sisters. I LOVE YOU BOTH! muaacks!
TUESDAY, 14 Oct:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK TIK DARLING!
2nd day of school. and yes. i went to school ok! haha. well, nothing happen much today. just a normal day. only that we went to ite yishun for this xtreme fiesta thing that the school have planned. after school, initially wanted to meet atiqah and ichan but they will be late so i head home first. i thought of buying for kak tik a shoe that we saw yesterday. but as i think back, she have LOADS of shoes at home. haha. so i ask atiqah to buy something for her. she finally bought a slipper for her.
idk whats wrong with hafiz lately. yesterday, we didnt even contact for a day. the when i msg him in the morning, he nvr reply. called him, says he is busy. hais. he is actong weird and i dont like it. so i msg him at night say this and that. then he replied. a msg that really shocked me. an unexpected msg. he ask for a break! didnt see that coming. of course after reading it, i cried cz i dunno anything then suddenly he ask for it. baby, why do you like to keep hurting me over and over again? sorry if i am the sin in your life. but never will i regret the seconds,minutes,hours,days,months,moment that we spend with each other. i love you.
WEDNESDAY,15 Oct:
this time its for real. im officially broken up with hafiz. there is no turning back. 10 months baby, 10 months. hais.. its ok. i will be fine. you used to say that because of this make us stronger and bond and even love each other more. but do you even realised that because of this, it separates us.
just wanna say a BIG thank you to all friends that advised me and console me. i really appreciate your help guys. and also thanks for making me laugh. hehe.
THURSDAY,16 Oct:
2nd day without him. went to school late! haha. cannot wake up. well, nothing happen much this day. went to school as per normal and went home after that. my life cycle is the same everyday. (weekdays only!) hehe.
i thought of visiting taufiq tomorrow. but too bad. pandi and naz is going. so i cant go lah. ): and the cute thing is i ask taufiq's mom to send my regard to taufiq. she replied that 'taufiq kirim peluk and cium 2 u'. hahaha. alamak. rindu taufiq plak aku nie skrg. hehe.
FRIDAY,17 Oct:
3rd day without him. school strt at 12pm today so i have the advantage to wake up late! woohoo. hehe. but in the end, we only have lesson for two freaking hours! suppose to end at 4pm but class was cancelled. haha! cool right. well, after school accompany sheila for awhile then i meet my friends at civic library; atiqah,nisa,intan and nas.
i bump into shafiqah shafiee outside civic and also ayu!! wow. it has been a long time sey didnt meet her. i was lucky to bump into her lah. hehe. we talk for awhile the i break the sad news to her. she was very caring when she heard it. thanks alot ayu. i love you too dear friend!(:
and guess what? naz and pandi didnt follow taufiq mom just now. pandi cannot be raeched. stupid sey! if not i can go. but then it will be too late alrdy. its ok. one of the days next week die die must go. hehe.
COUNT OF DAYS TO:
SITI HAZIRAH BDAE: 4 DAYS
TAUFIQ COURT SENTENCE: 7 DAYS
TWINS BDAE: 11 DAYS
XOXO
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