it has been awhile since i last post. so sorry about that. internet connection is down lately. anw; will not upload the prom photos and bbq photos here. for the pictures, go to my friendster or facebook.
well... a few more days more than it gonna be 1 december. its the last month of the year. wow. time really flies fast. im really looking forward to a new year next year.
hmmm....
im lost and confused.
what is life means to me?
well;
life is unfair,
life is a full circle,
life is unpredictable,
life is wonderful,
life is a roller coaster,
life is about changing,
life is hard,
life is beautiful,
life is precious,
life is a choice,
life is not a game,
life is life,
life is about gaining experience,
and
life is about living it to the fullest, and dont let a day go by w/o cherishing it.
and that is what i am doing now in life. im living life to the fullest, gaining experience and i am learning. i maybe a slow learner but i am willing to take whatever it is to learn and to understand. through learning we can gain more knowledge. through knowledge we can use it for our own future. through our future it will determine if we live life the easy and carefree way or the hard and stressful way. of course everyone wants to live their life with stress free. but it depends on the individual to make it happen.
sometimes, i feel that i am useless. i feel like im just a burden to the people around me. am i stress? no im not. i just have alot of things in my mind these days. and sometimes im just thinking too much. alot of projects that have to be done. to be honest, im not good at it. i may make mistake. i may not participate. i may be distracted. but i am trying my upmost to do my best and give my 100%. sorry for everything that i have done wrong. sorry for causing anyone trouble. i am very sorry.
ok people.
im relieved now. but im just worried about tomorrow as it is my bzc presentation. and im scared that i cork up. hais... im prepared but im just scared. not used to be the center of attraction. haha.. but i hope i can make it through w/o any problem. insyallah.. amin.
and i love my crazy stupid retarded taufiq.
muaacks!
thats it.
take care.
XOXO;
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