gosh!
its 30th today.
so...
"happy 9th monthsary taufiq."
i rindu u sgat sgat.
xoxo.
Labels: ex-boyf
♥ shykabo's "9th month anniversary"
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥ happy 18th birthday siti aida
Monday, July 27, 2009
FINALLY! ITS MONDAY!!
it feels gooood to be back to school. well, besides the unfinished assignments and projects. HAHAHA! yes it does feel great bcz i get to see my girls, forever irritating friends & i get to take my mind of whats happening to me. I LOVE YOU CRAZY PEOPLE! ♥
and oh i have to come to school everyday now without fail. i cant miss 1 more lesson especially from S&W,IEP & Design or is it LPD? HAHAHA! anw, i still have to come for every lesson. DAMN IT! serve me right for not going to school on wed & thurs for the last two weeks! hehe..
AND AND GIRLS!
WE HAVE NOT STARTED ON OUR REPORT 3! AND ITS DUE THIS FRIDAY! BLER MAU START NIE?? HAHAHAHA! hopefully we can get our butt & do our project tomorrow.
it feels gooood to be back to school. well, besides the unfinished assignments and projects. HAHAHA! yes it does feel great bcz i get to see my girls, forever irritating friends & i get to take my mind of whats happening to me. I LOVE YOU CRAZY PEOPLE! ♥
and oh i have to come to school everyday now without fail. i cant miss 1 more lesson especially from S&W,IEP & Design or is it LPD? HAHAHA! anw, i still have to come for every lesson. DAMN IT! serve me right for not going to school on wed & thurs for the last two weeks! hehe..
AND AND GIRLS!
WE HAVE NOT STARTED ON OUR REPORT 3! AND ITS DUE THIS FRIDAY! BLER MAU START NIE?? HAHAHAHA! hopefully we can get our butt & do our project tomorrow.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SITI AIDA!
surprise surprise! he msged me today! im shocked, happy & confused. what should i do? hmmm...
Labels: aida's 18th bdae♥
♥ weekends
Sunday, July 26, 2009
heyyy people!!
after so so long i finally break my own record. i finally spend my weekends at home. yes! believe it people. i really did.
SATURDAY.
had a sort of gathering at my house with my family beside my mum. like finally everyone was there after a long time. dapat jugak nk lepas rinduuu! HAHAHA! my babes, intan & nisa came too! i know its like awkward for the both of you but im glad that you guys came. THANK YOU! sayang krg! at least my family know you girls:) anw, everything went smoothly and we had fun watching MJ concert. HAHAHA! another outing is being planned to watch fireworks on 9 aug. but tk tawu klau jadi ker tk. hopefully jadi ehk. insyallah. :D
SUNDAY.
woke up 5pm in the afternoon. HAHAHA! mcm babi sia. well, dont blame me cz i slept late! was otp with anak sam & msning with raudha. hehehehe! basicly, i did the everyday routine that everyone does at home. nothing much actually.
oh well thats all.
& i so wanna go out till late at night & DRESS UP!!
I SO NEED THIS!
xoxo.
after so so long i finally break my own record. i finally spend my weekends at home. yes! believe it people. i really did.
SATURDAY.
had a sort of gathering at my house with my family beside my mum. like finally everyone was there after a long time. dapat jugak nk lepas rinduuu! HAHAHA! my babes, intan & nisa came too! i know its like awkward for the both of you but im glad that you guys came. THANK YOU! sayang krg! at least my family know you girls:) anw, everything went smoothly and we had fun watching MJ concert. HAHAHA! another outing is being planned to watch fireworks on 9 aug. but tk tawu klau jadi ker tk. hopefully jadi ehk. insyallah. :D
SUNDAY.
woke up 5pm in the afternoon. HAHAHA! mcm babi sia. well, dont blame me cz i slept late! was otp with anak sam & msning with raudha. hehehehe! basicly, i did the everyday routine that everyone does at home. nothing much actually.
oh well thats all.
& i so wanna go out till late at night & DRESS UP!!
I SO NEED THIS!
xoxo.
♥ happy 18th birthday nasriah!
Friday, July 24, 2009
hello girlfriends!
like finally today we get to spend our time together!! went to have our late lunch at pizza hut. after which we lepak-ed at tree haus. we did update each other about everything & had some flashbacks about our old memories. well, overall it was super fun! we had alot of laughter. hope to do this again. but this time, must include nasriah, nasri & murni too!
last but not least..
like finally today we get to spend our time together!! went to have our late lunch at pizza hut. after which we lepak-ed at tree haus. we did update each other about everything & had some flashbacks about our old memories. well, overall it was super fun! we had alot of laughter. hope to do this again. but this time, must include nasriah, nasri & murni too!
last but not least..
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NUR NASRIAH BTE ATAN!
xoxo.
Labels: girlfriends♥
♥ im feeling down
Friday, July 17, 2009
sorry for the previous post. i was feeling very emotional. still am. :(
i just wish this nightmare will be over soon.
im really not stable right now.
hate it when im like this!
anyway,
will update a proper post soon ok? maybe this sunday? :)
im watching HP this sunday!!! yeahness!!
ok bye.
xoxo;
Labels: I MISS TAUFIQ
♥ how
Sunday, July 12, 2009
how to forget, when everywhere i go & everything i do, i think of you.
how do i move on, if everywhere & everything reminds me of you.
how to stop thinking of you, when our memories is still fresh inside my head.
how to be strong when you used to be part of me.
how to sleep, if you keep appearing in my mind.
how do i stop crying, if it is not because of you.
how to be happy when you are not there with me.
how to think when you occuppied my mind.
how can i stop loving you when each day i love you more.
how can i find another, when you were & forever will be the greatest thing that had happened in my life.
bo, i will always love you.
♥ mixed feelings
i keep asking myself this, what are the reasons for you leaving me? why is this happening to me? why? why? why? why? i tried everything i could. but it seems that it just dont matter anymore. you had your reasons. yet you didnt tell me cz you assume that i wont understand. you dont even tried to let me understand you, how are you suppose to know. im changing bit by bit but you dont seem to give me a chance. all the sacrifies i made, just went down the drain. and it will hard for me to move on. it will be a difficult and painful process. taufiq, if you want me to be happy, i can. if you think that in time i will forget you, then you're wrong. to think that you were the one who wanted to be with me since the last 4 years. but in the end, you were the one who leave me.
i tried to stay positive and think positive and thought that everything will be ok. but i was wrong. so wrong.
im sad
im weak
im weak
im hurt
im tired
im tired
im not ok
im crying
& im missing you.
& im missing you.
Labels: thinking of you
♥ Do You
Saturday, July 11, 2009
♥ friday night
Friday, July 10, 2009
hello hello !
just a quick update.
skipped school as i woke up late. and im meeting intan at her house later. then off to city hall to meet up with the rest. we gonna watch fireworks at SAM. maybe ill do a lil bit shopping there too cz there will be flea market ! yes finally a place where they sells cheap stuffs. hehe.. and and maybe im joining sheila, dan n johan for sheesha. well.. basicly thats all my plan for today. camwhoring today? dont think so. hahaha!
okay. lets side track abit..
to taufiq,
do you know that i miss you so much? i keep thinking about you every minute and everyday. i know its my fault and i deserve this but arnt you being a lil bit too harsh? you are hurting me mentally. i know you want me to feel how i made you feel but this isnt fair. and you left me hanging just like that. this isnt what i wanted for lying to you. i never meant to hurt you or even lie to you but please im human and human do make mistakes. why cant you just let me make it up to you and give me a chance. i promise i wont do it again. ok, i know it easy for me to say this but im really in need of your attention. i dont know what else to do. ive tried everything but everything doesnt seem to work. since you wanted to drag this problem, im sorry but i have to let out my feelings here. i cant stand it anymore. it has been 6 days. how long more are you going to stay like this? how long more are you going to make me wait? how long more are you going to ignore me? im lonely. im sad. im hurt and im desperate. please put an end to this. you said we will meet tomorrow. well, i just hope that you will keep your words and please dont give excuses. i love you so much.
p/s: dont take what i said here to heart. & fyi im not complaining.
love,shyka.
alright enough of this. oh damn look at the time ! i gotta shower now. take care loves !
xoxo;
just a quick update.
skipped school as i woke up late. and im meeting intan at her house later. then off to city hall to meet up with the rest. we gonna watch fireworks at SAM. maybe ill do a lil bit shopping there too cz there will be flea market ! yes finally a place where they sells cheap stuffs. hehe.. and and maybe im joining sheila, dan n johan for sheesha. well.. basicly thats all my plan for today. camwhoring today? dont think so. hahaha!
okay. lets side track abit..
to taufiq,
do you know that i miss you so much? i keep thinking about you every minute and everyday. i know its my fault and i deserve this but arnt you being a lil bit too harsh? you are hurting me mentally. i know you want me to feel how i made you feel but this isnt fair. and you left me hanging just like that. this isnt what i wanted for lying to you. i never meant to hurt you or even lie to you but please im human and human do make mistakes. why cant you just let me make it up to you and give me a chance. i promise i wont do it again. ok, i know it easy for me to say this but im really in need of your attention. i dont know what else to do. ive tried everything but everything doesnt seem to work. since you wanted to drag this problem, im sorry but i have to let out my feelings here. i cant stand it anymore. it has been 6 days. how long more are you going to stay like this? how long more are you going to make me wait? how long more are you going to ignore me? im lonely. im sad. im hurt and im desperate. please put an end to this. you said we will meet tomorrow. well, i just hope that you will keep your words and please dont give excuses. i love you so much.
p/s: dont take what i said here to heart. & fyi im not complaining.
love,shyka.
alright enough of this. oh damn look at the time ! i gotta shower now. take care loves !
xoxo;
Labels: random
♥ after 2 months.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
hello kawan-kawan !
guess what?? im officially back in action! yipee! :)
hmmm.. let me see.. woah ! my last proper post is exactly last 2 months. hehe.. anyway, im so glad that my lappy is fine now with virus-freeeeeeee ! so now, i can update my dear blog as usual. so be prepared to read my oh-so-boring/happening/normal life.
lastly, am not gonna update everything that had happened for the past 2 months cz its gonna be a very very lenghty post and i suppose that it will bore u. so, thats all for now. do come back again aite? :)
xoxo;
guess what?? im officially back in action! yipee! :)
hmmm.. let me see.. woah ! my last proper post is exactly last 2 months. hehe.. anyway, im so glad that my lappy is fine now with virus-freeeeeeee ! so now, i can update my dear blog as usual. so be prepared to read my oh-so-boring/happening/normal life.
lastly, am not gonna update everything that had happened for the past 2 months cz its gonna be a very very lenghty post and i suppose that it will bore u. so, thats all for now. do come back again aite? :)
xoxo;
Labels: like finally.
