just a quick update.
skipped school as i woke up late. and im meeting intan at her house later. then off to city hall to meet up with the rest. we gonna watch fireworks at SAM. maybe ill do a lil bit shopping there too cz there will be flea market ! yes finally a place where they sells cheap stuffs. hehe.. and and maybe im joining sheila, dan n johan for sheesha. well.. basicly thats all my plan for today. camwhoring today? dont think so. hahaha!
okay. lets side track abit..
to taufiq,
do you know that i miss you so much? i keep thinking about you every minute and everyday. i know its my fault and i deserve this but arnt you being a lil bit too harsh? you are hurting me mentally. i know you want me to feel how i made you feel but this isnt fair. and you left me hanging just like that. this isnt what i wanted for lying to you. i never meant to hurt you or even lie to you but please im human and human do make mistakes. why cant you just let me make it up to you and give me a chance. i promise i wont do it again. ok, i know it easy for me to say this but im really in need of your attention. i dont know what else to do. ive tried everything but everything doesnt seem to work. since you wanted to drag this problem, im sorry but i have to let out my feelings here. i cant stand it anymore. it has been 6 days. how long more are you going to stay like this? how long more are you going to make me wait? how long more are you going to ignore me? im lonely. im sad. im hurt and im desperate. please put an end to this. you said we will meet tomorrow. well, i just hope that you will keep your words and please dont give excuses. i love you so much.
p/s: dont take what i said here to heart. & fyi im not complaining.
love,shyka.
alright enough of this. oh damn look at the time ! i gotta shower now. take care loves !
xoxo;
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