i keep asking myself this, what are the reasons for you leaving me? why is this happening to me? why? why? why? why? i tried everything i could. but it seems that it just dont matter anymore. you had your reasons. yet you didnt tell me cz you assume that i wont understand. you dont even tried to let me understand you, how are you suppose to know. im changing bit by bit but you dont seem to give me a chance. all the sacrifies i made, just went down the drain. and it will hard for me to move on. it will be a difficult and painful process. taufiq, if you want me to be happy, i can. if you think that in time i will forget you, then you're wrong. to think that you were the one who wanted to be with me since the last 4 years. but in the end, you were the one who leave me.
im weak
im tired
& im missing you.
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